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Last Night?
Last night I dreamed my mother died.
Current time, full color and sound - with the all the usual suspects, much in character. So real, I had to check myself on waking, because it had included a bit on waking, knowing my mother was gone and Sis had gone home.
And it was okay. Kind of like knowing I can do this and it won't break me.
Going to JPL was a bit of a trigger, I guess - both Cliff and his father had direct ties to the place, and as much as I looked - no trace of either of them remains there. There's just me, walking around wondering.
"Imagine what you'll know, tomorrow."
Looking back? Completely certain. I don't have a clue. I surely never expected to be here, twenty years ago.
Current time, full color and sound - with the all the usual suspects, much in character. So real, I had to check myself on waking, because it had included a bit on waking, knowing my mother was gone and Sis had gone home.
And it was okay. Kind of like knowing I can do this and it won't break me.
Going to JPL was a bit of a trigger, I guess - both Cliff and his father had direct ties to the place, and as much as I looked - no trace of either of them remains there. There's just me, walking around wondering.
"Imagine what you'll know, tomorrow."
Looking back? Completely certain. I don't have a clue. I surely never expected to be here, twenty years ago.