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Hissy spitty ball of fury. Really working hard to get rid of it. Have had lot of practice over the years dealing with dissapointment, fail and other bullshit. But. Reaching end of cope.
- Yesterday was one of the worst days on record. Kid refusing to nap in air-conditioned comfort required trip home to do same in my house which was 86 degrees upon arrival. Kid got nap. I did housework. I had to have the required discussions with Sis on the phone instead of poolside with a cold drink and other social niceties. Livid is right there. Have leftovers today.
- Sis is going to be here Tuesday, but scarce after that - and won't be here for kid's birthday party. She'll be in Hawaii. BIL needs the break - all I have to do is remember what this year has been for him, and there's not a trace of enrf left in me. But. Now I have to scramble. BIG time. *remembers to remove all expectations from planning*
- I had to move more money out of savings. AGAIN. And this time, I did it all by myself. *headdesks*
- Oh, and I came into work today to find out I'm being quarantined for a few days. Like, not contagious for weeks now and WHAT. (Spare office is a freezer, BTW. At least I've got my back to the wall instead of the front door. >_<) People complaining about me coughing at my desk. *kicks*
To the good, I think the kid has figured out I can be that angry with him and still love him. This morning was particularly good - and baby, having to give up my afternoon over the nap issue is still bothering me. Hello - welcome to being a walking cliche. I'm trying to find a place where this works for me. They said they won't always like yourself when dealing with this age group. THEY DID NOT LIE.
Would like one place where FAIL isn't flashing in my face.
I did the Swiss Park Day. I got my Swiss food, some Rivella to take home - but I am not doing that alone again with the kid. The mixed results socially with both him and my Obama ballcap still being processed. Don't think I won anything in the raffle, and that's a first too. BAH.
I found my DS again and started playing Pokemon again. That bad.
- Yesterday was one of the worst days on record. Kid refusing to nap in air-conditioned comfort required trip home to do same in my house which was 86 degrees upon arrival. Kid got nap. I did housework. I had to have the required discussions with Sis on the phone instead of poolside with a cold drink and other social niceties. Livid is right there. Have leftovers today.
- Sis is going to be here Tuesday, but scarce after that - and won't be here for kid's birthday party. She'll be in Hawaii. BIL needs the break - all I have to do is remember what this year has been for him, and there's not a trace of enrf left in me. But. Now I have to scramble. BIG time. *remembers to remove all expectations from planning*
- I had to move more money out of savings. AGAIN. And this time, I did it all by myself. *headdesks*
- Oh, and I came into work today to find out I'm being quarantined for a few days. Like, not contagious for weeks now and WHAT. (Spare office is a freezer, BTW. At least I've got my back to the wall instead of the front door. >_<) People complaining about me coughing at my desk. *kicks*
To the good, I think the kid has figured out I can be that angry with him and still love him. This morning was particularly good - and baby, having to give up my afternoon over the nap issue is still bothering me. Hello - welcome to being a walking cliche. I'm trying to find a place where this works for me. They said they won't always like yourself when dealing with this age group. THEY DID NOT LIE.
Would like one place where FAIL isn't flashing in my face.
I did the Swiss Park Day. I got my Swiss food, some Rivella to take home - but I am not doing that alone again with the kid. The mixed results socially with both him and my Obama ballcap still being processed. Don't think I won anything in the raffle, and that's a first too. BAH.
I found my DS again and started playing Pokemon again. That bad.