Some thoughts -

[kyburg]

With more than $20 to keep me in skittles during the week, I can start thinking about...stuff.

Like having drawing pads, colored pencils, erasers....AND pencils. And something besides Arkansas Samsonite to put it in.

A GOOD digital camera?

I may replace my laptop.

All of a sudden, things got easy. REAL easy. And it's not just money. Time exists again. I went home and read for a solid hour before Jim got there. And I wasn't even going to bed. Just because.

The fact I find this unsettling is annoying. I keep wondering what I'm forgetting to do. There's nothing to do. I'm not forgetting anything.

But it has been so long since I wasn't hammered I've forgotten what it feels like.

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[forestcats.livejournal.com]

Bask in the momentary relief from monetary constraint. The feeling of fear that you are forgetting something is the NEW sensation of NOT having to worry about something. Its a rare thing and doesn't feel natural. Best advice I can give is to work toward simplifying life so that you can become at ease with this safe place and try to get more of it!

[hooverdam.livejournal.com]

Would "Arkansas Samsonite" happen to be anything like "Irish luggage?"