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Another payday reached - I had no idea I was holding my breath until I saw the figures this morning.
Leaves one a bit worn out, too. I'd really like a nap right about now.
I was just looking at that mindmap thingie the other day and noting that even after all the years here - when I came over from the .org - most of my largest circles are built out of AMV creators, still.
And they've lost of one their own - someone I didn't know - to a simple, freaky accident of nature. Something they built the MRIs and CAT scanners to find - and these days, they treat endoscopically when they do find them. A cerebral anuerysm. Unfair is hardly adequate to describe the circumstances...but as I told one of them, the fact I can understand the concept of fair is one of my proofs that there is a divine, and I'm a part of it. Because if you look around - life ain't fair. You only get fair when you negotiate for it, and both sides agree on it, and that requires sentience.
I am so sorry.
Life truly is a series of meetings and partings - we feel it as a loss, but in reality - we are only separated from the people we love in a fashion that is unresolvable, and that's what causes the pain. But it is a fact, and maybe you get used to dealing with it - and maybe, it just smacks you every time it happens. That's okay, too.
And if you truly believe in forever, it's a very short time between the partings...and meeting up again. In whatever form Life takes after this one. No matter what, though. Everything is okay - and everything will be okay. Nothing worse is going to happen to her. It's cold comfort, but I take what I can get.
Tell her folks to take 90 days to just breathe, and not ask any more of them than that. And there is no why to answer, and no reason to blame anything or anyone. No point to it.
And hug your loved ones. There is no time like now to do it in.
Leaves one a bit worn out, too. I'd really like a nap right about now.
I was just looking at that mindmap thingie the other day and noting that even after all the years here - when I came over from the .org - most of my largest circles are built out of AMV creators, still.
And they've lost of one their own - someone I didn't know - to a simple, freaky accident of nature. Something they built the MRIs and CAT scanners to find - and these days, they treat endoscopically when they do find them. A cerebral anuerysm. Unfair is hardly adequate to describe the circumstances...but as I told one of them, the fact I can understand the concept of fair is one of my proofs that there is a divine, and I'm a part of it. Because if you look around - life ain't fair. You only get fair when you negotiate for it, and both sides agree on it, and that requires sentience.
I am so sorry.
Life truly is a series of meetings and partings - we feel it as a loss, but in reality - we are only separated from the people we love in a fashion that is unresolvable, and that's what causes the pain. But it is a fact, and maybe you get used to dealing with it - and maybe, it just smacks you every time it happens. That's okay, too.
And if you truly believe in forever, it's a very short time between the partings...and meeting up again. In whatever form Life takes after this one. No matter what, though. Everything is okay - and everything will be okay. Nothing worse is going to happen to her. It's cold comfort, but I take what I can get.
Tell her folks to take 90 days to just breathe, and not ask any more of them than that. And there is no why to answer, and no reason to blame anything or anyone. No point to it.
And hug your loved ones. There is no time like now to do it in.
