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kyburgI have paid the bills for this pay period.
I have not paid everyone as much as I wanted.
I don't have as much as I want to go to an out-of-town anime convention. But I have enough to cope.
I am sick to death of balancing out the funds without knowing what the whole picture looks like. Won't know that for about 3 months, I think. Between the additional load with the "start up fees" on just about everything...the "special deals" that I have to remember to cut off in the next three months and the sheer fact I haven't seen an entire month's worth of utility bills yet....
Sick of it. Sick. Of. It.
(It's not that there isn't enough...there is...it's just the distribution that's kicking my ass.)
I have not paid everyone as much as I wanted.
I don't have as much as I want to go to an out-of-town anime convention. But I have enough to cope.
I am sick to death of balancing out the funds without knowing what the whole picture looks like. Won't know that for about 3 months, I think. Between the additional load with the "start up fees" on just about everything...the "special deals" that I have to remember to cut off in the next three months and the sheer fact I haven't seen an entire month's worth of utility bills yet....
Sick of it. Sick. Of. It.
(It's not that there isn't enough...there is...it's just the distribution that's kicking my ass.)
