Take Jim to Jury Duty. Get in late to work.
Hungry.
*gnaw gnaw gnaw*
Hungry.
*chomp chomp chomp*
Hungry.
*crunch...
You get the idea.
Not frantic, but productive...I hope. *tired* Anxiety fairy decided to come visiting last night and I kilt it - but it's an indication how much crap I've had to put up with lately. Depression usually means anxiety to me - and with me, anixiety immediately means possible incapacitation as I become seriously anorexic. Anorexic means low blood sugar, low blood sugar means even more anxiety...I did say this almost killed me a couple of times, right?
Right. G'way.
It is just so hard to keep doing this...and having to wait. For everything.
Hungry.
*gnaw gnaw gnaw*
Hungry.
*chomp chomp chomp*
Hungry.
*crunch...
You get the idea.
Not frantic, but productive...I hope. *tired* Anxiety fairy decided to come visiting last night and I kilt it - but it's an indication how much crap I've had to put up with lately. Depression usually means anxiety to me - and with me, anixiety immediately means possible incapacitation as I become seriously anorexic. Anorexic means low blood sugar, low blood sugar means even more anxiety...I did say this almost killed me a couple of times, right?
Right. G'way.
It is just so hard to keep doing this...and having to wait. For everything.
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Date: 2002-09-30 02:50 pm (UTC)being new to your journal, i wonder what's the "this" in "it's so hard to keep doing this" and is there something specific you are waiting for that's making it hard to wait?
Hiya, I'm kyburg's hubby
Date: 2002-09-30 07:23 pm (UTC)And we're still trying to get those jerks to pay for the repairs...
Hope this helps.
There's that...
Date: 2002-09-30 09:22 pm (UTC)The idea of buying a bigger house - can we afford it.
The idea of selling the house we have - can it be done?
And work is demanding on both of us -
And we aren't getting younger.
And so forth. I'm sure there's more.
Re: Hiya, I'm kyburg's hubby
Date: 2002-10-01 10:28 pm (UTC)Re: There's that...
Date: 2002-10-01 10:30 pm (UTC)i hope you can get another house that is much closer to where you work.