Monday

[kyburg]

Take Jim to Jury Duty. Get in late to work.

Hungry.

*gnaw gnaw gnaw*

Hungry.

*chomp chomp chomp*

Hungry.

*crunch...

You get the idea.

Not frantic, but productive...I hope. *tired* Anxiety fairy decided to come visiting last night and I kilt it - but it's an indication how much crap I've had to put up with lately. Depression usually means anxiety to me - and with me, anixiety immediately means possible incapacitation as I become seriously anorexic. Anorexic means low blood sugar, low blood sugar means even more anxiety...I did say this almost killed me a couple of times, right?

Right. G'way.

It is just so hard to keep doing this...and having to wait. For everything.

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There's that...

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But also, there is the commute we have to do - it's five hours a day. We don't have any spare time.

The idea of buying a bigger house - can we afford it.

The idea of selling the house we have - can it be done?

And work is demanding on both of us -

And we aren't getting younger.

And so forth. I'm sure there's more.

Re: There's that...

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a five-hour-a-day commute! that's horrible!

i hope you can get another house that is much closer to where you work.