Let me see - what did they call it? Pneumonitis - that's why stuff is coming up blood-streaked.
(And every day of AX? Yeah - I was actually a bit better every day. Chew on that - I'd been worse coming in!)
What I hate the worst of all is the isolation. I simply can't talk. I can't interact. I'm back to work (hey, gotta pay the bills with something) and the fatigue is mind-killing.
But the things that bug me, still bug me. And I still see the things that bug me and I haven't got the umph to do diddly about them. And THAT bugs me.
So if I seem to be angry, frustrated and bitchy...well, I've got cornflakes down my shorts.
And lungs full of crap.
Latest formulation of cough syrup is compounded in 'peach-mint' flavored base. It's purple. It's as nasty as you think it is, and I have twice as much of it on hand.
I'd rather be talking about anything else, honestly.
(And every day of AX? Yeah - I was actually a bit better every day. Chew on that - I'd been worse coming in!)
What I hate the worst of all is the isolation. I simply can't talk. I can't interact. I'm back to work (hey, gotta pay the bills with something) and the fatigue is mind-killing.
But the things that bug me, still bug me. And I still see the things that bug me and I haven't got the umph to do diddly about them. And THAT bugs me.
So if I seem to be angry, frustrated and bitchy...well, I've got cornflakes down my shorts.
And lungs full of crap.
Latest formulation of cough syrup is compounded in 'peach-mint' flavored base. It's purple. It's as nasty as you think it is, and I have twice as much of it on hand.
I'd rather be talking about anything else, honestly.
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Date: 2009-07-09 07:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-09 07:44 pm (UTC)Is everyone else ok?
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Date: 2009-07-09 09:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-09 08:30 pm (UTC)hugs offered
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Date: 2009-07-09 09:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-10 03:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-10 04:13 am (UTC)I'm hoping you get well, soon.
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Date: 2009-07-10 04:37 am (UTC)