Stressed out -
Apr. 12th, 2007 07:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyburgThat's been this week. I've got a cranky boss who has been pressing all my buttons, an increasing workload, taxes due this week (and I always end up paying, that's why I wait to the last minute) and a very lean pay period. If I couldn't tell by my mood (which has been abysmal this week), I can certainly tell by the scale.
I'm supposed to be hovering right around my goal weight on maintenance - what I've done is continue to lose weight. You might think this is good - except I was the one who was 95 lbs at this height at one time.
Currently, I'm now at a new low, near 130 lbs. I should be about 135 - I have a Tanita digital scale, which can see changes of less than half a pound. While I was losing, I would jump on every day to check my work - and learned a lot that way.
I've already added the sake, ice cream and chocolate.
This is a whole lot more like my teens and twenties than I need the reminder for. Comparatively, this isn't a lot of weight (but I remember how long it took to get the last five pounds off while I was losing, and it seemed a whole lot longer than two weeks) - but it's another button getting pushed.
I have a weigh in on Sunday - we'll see if they have anything to say about it. I think it's also time I addressed some of the mood issues as well. There are things leftover from that botch of a therapy cycle DCFS made us do that need attention - now that all the paperwork is in, perhaps I could go get it taken care of on the quiet.
I'd like a weekend now, kplz thx bye whatever.
I'm supposed to be hovering right around my goal weight on maintenance - what I've done is continue to lose weight. You might think this is good - except I was the one who was 95 lbs at this height at one time.
Currently, I'm now at a new low, near 130 lbs. I should be about 135 - I have a Tanita digital scale, which can see changes of less than half a pound. While I was losing, I would jump on every day to check my work - and learned a lot that way.
I've already added the sake, ice cream and chocolate.
This is a whole lot more like my teens and twenties than I need the reminder for. Comparatively, this isn't a lot of weight (but I remember how long it took to get the last five pounds off while I was losing, and it seemed a whole lot longer than two weeks) - but it's another button getting pushed.
I have a weigh in on Sunday - we'll see if they have anything to say about it. I think it's also time I addressed some of the mood issues as well. There are things leftover from that botch of a therapy cycle DCFS made us do that need attention - now that all the paperwork is in, perhaps I could go get it taken care of on the quiet.
I'd like a weekend now, kplz thx bye whatever.
