I asked for it -

[kyburg]

darthneko interviews kyburg:

1) What do you consider your best features (one each) physically and psychologically?

Physically? Low end of the gene pool here. From what you can see, I think my eyes are my best feature - mutable, sea-colored and almost big enough to qualify for a anime character. Problem is, they're behind glasses that I won't give up. From what you can't see, I've got the constitution of an iron horse. If I get sick, it's an upper-respiratory. I go until I quit. Literally.

Psychologically? I'm the product of many years of therapy, beginning at 8. Therapy that did what it was supposed to do. I'm just about unflappable. If I hear my life calling me, nothing gets between me and it. I embrace all parts of my emotional spectrum without fear - it's a part of life.

2) What are your worst?

I am as average in looks, confirmation and appearance as they come. Completely forgettable on the looks alone. Not thin, not fat (a bit over, but that's changing), natural blonde hair, a bit of roseacea, no tits - nothing much to write home about. You have to know me to find me attractive. But I do believe people find me attractive - but I don't fit any form of "classic" beauty I know.

I can be unbearably blunt - and I am the stubbornest person I know. Can't help it. Don't really want to - I don't play female games (hate them, to tell the truth) and anything that smacks of them just pisses me off. I don't lie, don't wish to manage access to the truth and don't think withholding information is bright or clever in the least. So I say what is on my mind, without editing. My spoken vocabulary is almost as large as my written one; if you don't know what a aeronautical intercourse through a motivated piece of danish pastry is, don't bother me.

This is balanced out with a very, very long fuse and much patience. I also tend to work hard towards tolerance and being able to listen. This is learned. It's taken decades.

3) What would your ideal place to live (on or off this planet) be?

I have lived in just about every climate - the one I'm in suits me to a T. As far as place? Hmm. Everything has its tradeoffs.

I want to be in a place where I can support myself. If that's earning a paycheck and spending money, fine. If that's growing my food and living by the sun's clock, fine too. Give me my books and my writing; maybe some art supplies.

I do well with long periods of solitary confinement. I also like company. Something with variety will keep me happy and healthy.

Stability also a plus. If things fall out of my control and I am at someone else's mercy, it doesn't go well. I tend to bite and claw things.

4) If you had an unlimited expense budget, where would you travel?

Around the world, multiple times. The rest of my life. I'd stop when I got tired of it.

5) What is your biggest dream?

That when I finish up with this life, the one beyond is going to be even more interesting, diverse and challenging than this one. That I am going to find out just what this life is preparing me for.

I really don't know much about it - but then again, coming into this life, I knew absolutely nothing, right?

Until then - never being bored, stifled, cut-off, curtailed, shut-down or finished. Never want to be finished.

Want more. MORE.

Ah, I'm a greedy pig.

Comments

dumb question...

[mandrakegeek.livejournal.com]

OK... call me moronic... or naive but this caught me off guard and I'm going to be the dumb shit that asks what it means:
if you don't know what a aeronautical intercourse through a motivated piece of danish pastry is, don't bother me.

So I'm asking... and I'm gonna bother :P
What is it? And what is the meaning behind the statment of not bothering you if one doesn't "get it"? Just curious...

Re: dumb question...

[kyburg.livejournal.com]

"A flying fuck through a rolling hole."

*rimshot*

You too huh?

[musicalchaos.livejournal.com]

A cut from an old convo with one of my friends after much brooding over philosophical matters.
"I want to see new places that we haven't been before, see the colors the eye is blind to, hear souinds that science can't produce...
I want the beauty inherent to Knoweledge. I crave it.
I just want to know everything the mind has to offer. That's all. If it's infinite as I believe, then my wanderlust would be satisfied for all eternity." Yes, I know it's full of loopholes and paradoxes, but it is merely the beginnings of an idea. More is good, here's to a greed that won't cause pain or suffering for others.