![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyburgkrankikankles:
lazilycleverprincess:
openblogtomyabusivemother:
Finish the sentence. Write many more after that if you want.
Reblogging this will work. Liking this will work. Messaging me will not work. Email me at chronic.survivors@gmail.com
That I know you hate me, I just don’t know why I was never good enough. I was a good kid. I got good grades, I’m a masters student now. Why isn’t that enough? Why am I not enough? Why is my brother perpetually better than me? You lie and say you love me but we both know that’s not true. After everything you’ve done I know that’s not love. I hope one day I’ll be strong enough to cut you out my life for good.
ill never forgive you for not wanting to get to know the son you gave birth to. ill never forgive you for strangling my identity, and ill never forgive you for feeling peer pressure to call me my name around your friends so they dont know youre actually transphobic.
I forgive you. I forgive you for valuing secrets above my sanity. I forgive you for caving into my sister instead of acknowledging she had addictions, same as your brother and your son. I forgive you for doing your job even when it shortchanged the whole family. I forgive you your shame, even when it meant only predators got access to our family. For assuming I was telling when the truth was in plain sight. I forgive you. I know you never meant a moment’s harm to another living creature, and I can prove it. But in denying damage was done? Yeah. I’ve got lot of work because of it.
https://ift.tt/eA8V8J
from Tumblr https://ift.tt/2TAeZjV
via IFTTT
lazilycleverprincess:
openblogtomyabusivemother:
Finish the sentence. Write many more after that if you want.
Reblogging this will work. Liking this will work. Messaging me will not work. Email me at chronic.survivors@gmail.com
That I know you hate me, I just don’t know why I was never good enough. I was a good kid. I got good grades, I’m a masters student now. Why isn’t that enough? Why am I not enough? Why is my brother perpetually better than me? You lie and say you love me but we both know that’s not true. After everything you’ve done I know that’s not love. I hope one day I’ll be strong enough to cut you out my life for good.
ill never forgive you for not wanting to get to know the son you gave birth to. ill never forgive you for strangling my identity, and ill never forgive you for feeling peer pressure to call me my name around your friends so they dont know youre actually transphobic.
I forgive you. I forgive you for valuing secrets above my sanity. I forgive you for caving into my sister instead of acknowledging she had addictions, same as your brother and your son. I forgive you for doing your job even when it shortchanged the whole family. I forgive you your shame, even when it meant only predators got access to our family. For assuming I was telling when the truth was in plain sight. I forgive you. I know you never meant a moment’s harm to another living creature, and I can prove it. But in denying damage was done? Yeah. I’ve got lot of work because of it.
https://ift.tt/eA8V8J
from Tumblr https://ift.tt/2TAeZjV
via IFTTT
